I think I know what I want to do with my life.

My peers have lost hope in myself because of the decisions that I have made. I really hope to prove them wrong.

I’m still a leader.

I become very attached to every person I come across. For that, I don’t know how I am so acustomed to “change”.

I haven’t been able to take many pictures lately as my days have consisted of extensive photo projects and essays for school, travel time between small farm towns and urban cityscapes, a drink or two (or three) to keep me grounded, and script writing and developing for my feature that I have been working on for the past year or so.

Everything has been extremely exciting; many new projects are coming, but I can’t wait to have a “home” and be somewhat stable.

If I leave Brooks Institute of Photography, I will miss those that I have met dearly, but it is for the better of myself.

I can’t wait until I can call Los Angeles my “home” again.

I have found that the most valuable times of your teenage years is spent driving around in the car.

It was at this very moment where he learned where his moralistic line was crossed. Even though this event is about him and his mistakes, I feel like I had a large part in it and learned a lesson that I would never want to test. It was a moralistic line that I crossed when I let him out of my house, knowing that there was only room left for bad to happen. Nonetheless, we are both safe, but it is the co-dependent relationship that I had with an addicted individual that forced me into experiencing many, many life-threatening events. I still believe that he is a good person at heart, but I’ve set a moralistic line for myself that I do not wish to cross any longer.

It was freezing cold last night, but it was a blast. This picture was taken around 4am. The party was still going then. Verizon commercial out soon!

Change, once again.

I have yet to find an entire week that is completely planned and stable. I’m turning eighteen in a month and a few days. The real world is just about to begin. I’m have a teleconference with a few executives at Warner Bros. Records later on today. So soon. I’m excited to move back to Los Angeles, but I’m frightened, of course.

However, I did say I was ready for change, right?